It’s got a point in my life where I’m trying to figure out what it’s all about. What I mean by that is I’m trying to figure out what my life is all about, not the meaning of life.

The truth in that is that the meaning of life is different for most people, especially in this day and age when people are not so unified through things such as religion.

Sometimes I get really depressed because everything in my life is very complicated, or at least it feels that way. I can’t understand why it is but at the end of the day I don’t think I’m really wanting to dig in trip to much, my life just feels complicated. But I think part of the reason is that I’m trying to figure out what my life is all about, and once I do I think it will bring simplicity.

Part of bringing simplicity and figuring out what I want to do with my life is starting this blog. I’ve never written a blog before and it’s a bit weird to be honest. I’m not writing it for anybody else other than myself, so in a strange way I’m writing to myself in a public forum.

If you do happen to stumble over this blog then I apologise in advance for the disjointed nature of it. Basically this is just my occasional thoughts on my life and perhaps a bit of analysis on why things have happened and how I can make things better in the future.

As well as figuring out the meaning of life I think I’m also trying to figure out what my self-worth is. Although largely dealt with the challenges facing life so far I’m not really sure what I’m actually worth myself or others. To me writing is about having a conversation and I’m having one with myself, and by extension a newly else reading this, and it’s in doing so that I hope to help myself to explore who I am and what my self-worth actually is.

So in closing, I’d like to welcome you to my new blog if you are reading this and to hopefully explain that this is about exploring my own life and issues rather than trying to say something that anyone else might be interested in. However if you do find what I write interesting then I hope it entertains at the very least.